Sunday, November 26, 2017

Give me Jesus

Wherever I go. Whatever I do. So thankful for You, Jesus. Healer. Restorer. Comforter. Only You can take what was broken and heal it. Only You can take what was dead and give it Life.


Thursday, November 23, 2017

Thanksgiving 2017

I am sitting here, in a lovely house on Anastasia Island, in St. Augustine, Florida listening to the rain pour against the side of the house.  I am looking out to see the palm trees sway in the wind.  This COULD be a bummer of a Thanksgiving- pouring down the rain at the beach.  We don't even have ONE drop of Thanksgiving food.  LOL.  We plan on going to the Cracker Barrel today to eat. 

No, it's not traditional Thanksgiving.  Last year two of my sisters came down with their children to our house.  We had a houseful.  It was GREAT!  I actually miss that this year.

We don't go home to Kentucky for Thanksgiving.  We used to go home more.  Then Karen started coming down to our house every other Thanksgiving so we decided to stay home in SC.  We always go home to Kentucky on Christmas Day so- that's a tradition we always keep.  Thanksgiving is "our" holiday.  

Now that Allison is married, and we share them with Ben's family, sometimes we have to change things up.  One year we had Thanksgiving on Friday because it was just too much for them to be eating in one day...too rushed.  I don't mind.  I know things change.

But this year, well it's been a year of a lot of changes so we decided to get away for Thanksgiving.  

I am not going to let the rain ruin the day.  It will lessen up by tomorrow.  

Today, all four of our kids and our one grandchild is in this very house with us.  As a matter of fact, all are still asleep and I am sitting in the quiet, listening to the rain, cup of coffee, and all is well.

What I am most thankful to You, O God, for- is in this house.  

I don't know what next Thanksgiving will look like.  Will there be more people with us?  I don't know.

I know that I am thankful for today- all of us here.  Together.  

That's a great Thanksgiving to me.  

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Tuesday, November 21, 2017

A cold!

Last Thursday I woke up with a sore throat.  Then my head began to get all stuffy.  On Saturday, Johnie began to have the same thing.  We took some Dayquil and Nightquil.  It's gradually gotten worse and on Monday morning was moving into my chest.  Talk about feeling bad.  My head felt full of yuckiness and when I cough it's just so painful.  My eyes look they are going to float out of my head.  I also had a slight fever last night.  That's significant since I NEVER have a fever.  I went to bed miserable.  We are leaving for St. Augustine, Florida this morning and I was wondering how in the world am I going to get packed up?

About 1:30 in the morning I got up and took 3 ibuprofen.  I try NOT to take much medicine.  But desperate times...you know.  Then about 5:30 I couldn't quit coughing.  So I got up and made some honey, lemon and rock & rye.  Went back to bed.  And slept SO well.

I am up and about feeling SO much better!  Not 100%.  Not even 85%.  But better.  More normal.  So...I am going to get the things done that need to get done for our trip!  YAY!

Here's to hoping the sea air will help clear out my head even more!



Sunday, November 19, 2017

Yes. Yes. Yes I can.

I am reading Ann Voskamp's book, The Broken Way.

Here is a quote from the book that I love because I found that, yes, yes, I can.

"Maybe you can live a full and beautiful life in spite of the great and terrible moments that will happen right inside of you.  Actually- maybe you get to become more abundant because of those moments. Maybe the deepest wounds births deeper wisdom."

Father, of ALL Grace and Mercy- thank You, for what you have allowed in my life.  Thank You for the brokeness.  Thank You for the starving emptiness.  Thank You for the wounds.  Thank You for the wretched chasing after the wind, the fury, the faux.  Thank You for the gashing of my soul against the rocks of unbelief and untruth. 

Because if I had not endured "fiery ordeals" I would not have been refined BY the fire.  You, are a Consuming Fire, consuming the brokeness.  Your fire, forged, to heal even the scars of my brokeness.  (Isaiah 48:10)

You, in your Mercy, chose to reveal to me how deprived my soul was.  How emancipated.  Without You, there is no Abundance or Nourishment.  You, the Bread and the Wine, "eat and be filled, you will never go hungry or thirsty again."  (John 6:35, John 4:13)

You, Healer, with Your own hands- spread the healing balm of Your blood on my wounds.  (Isaiah 53:3)

You, filler of Need and Purpose, who calmed the rage and intense longing in me- by conforming me to You.  Thank You, for bringing me into harmony with Yourself, who lives in me.  

Thank You, Great Grace, for no condemnation when I allowed the seasons of unbelief and believing the lies.  When my mind, my will and my emotions wanted to choose my own way- and did often, to You, THE Way.  Yet, You never condemned me.  You loved me.  You revealed Yourself to me in more Truth so my heart would see and respond.  

Jesus, I choose You.  I choose You, are More Than Enough.  In this moment.  This holy moment of all Grace.  Enough.  



Saturday, November 18, 2017

Borrowing trouble....

Have you heard this saying, "Don't go borrowing trouble"?

Do you know what that means to me?  It's listening to the "what if's".

What if...that hadn't happen to me?
What if...I hadn't done that to someone?
What if...this is not the direction we should be taking financially?
What if...I had been a better mother?
What if...my child hadn't made that choice?
What if...I hadn't made that choice?
What if...what if...what if...

What is your "what if''s"?
And are you listening to them?

You see, a thought can be put in your mind- now, it's up to you as to what to do with that thought.  
Do you allow that thought to lead to another or do you ask the Holy Spirit, who lives in you, if that thought is a lie or truth?
Do you let that lie lead to more lies?  Which can lead to anger, bitterness, unforgiveness, blame, shame, being enslaved to lies, self and an unrenewed mind? 
Do you exchange the lie for truth?
Do you let that truth lead to more and more truth which is actually "being transformed (inwardly) by the renewing of your mind" (Romans 12:2).  Which leads to- wisdom, discernment, peace and living from the mind of Christ, in you.  

Believing one lying thought, no matter how convincing it is, can lead to borrowing trouble.  
But that is satan's, your enemy's, goal.  Deception.  Destruction.  Death.  
Believing lying thoughts put in your mind, always leads to deception, destruction and death.

Jesus came to renew your mind- and to even give you His mind.  So that you don't have to believe the lies anymore.  You don't have to run down the road of borrowing trouble.  You CAN stop those thoughts dead in their tracks and turn other way...the way of truth and life= Jesus.  

2 Corinthians 1:20-22
For all the promises of God are “Yes” in Christ. And so through Him, our “Amen” is spoken to the glory of God. Now it is God who establishes both us and you in Christ.  He anointed us, placed His seal on us, and put His Spirit in our hearts 

1 Corinthians 2
15 But he who is spiritual appraises all things, yet he himself is appraised by no one. 16 For who has known the mind of the Lord, that he will instruct Him? But we have the mind of Christ.

Therefore, prepare your minds for action, keep sober in spirit, fix your hope completely on the grace to be brought to you at the revelation of Jesus Christ.

And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

Friday, November 17, 2017

Once and For All


Once and For All
God I give You all I can today
These scattered ashes that I hid away
I lay them all at Your feet
From the corners of my deepest shame
The empty places where I've worn Your name
Show me the love I say I believe
Oh Help me to lay it down
Oh Lord I lay it down
Oh let this be where I die
My lord with thee crucified
Be lifted high as my Kingdom's fall
Once and for all, once and for all
There is victory in my Saviors loss
And In the crimson flowing from the cross
Pour over me, pour over me yes
Oh let this be where I die
My lord with thee crucified
Be lifted high as my Kingdom's fall
Once and




O Praise the Name

            Songs mean so much to me.  

Ephesians 5:19 speaking to one another in psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing and making melody with your heart to the Lord;

Colossians 3:16 Let the word of Christ richly dwell within you, with all wisdom teaching and admonishing one another with psalms and hymns and spiritual songs, singing with thankfulness in your hearts to God.






O Praise the Name- Shane and Shane
[Verse 1]
I cast my mind to Calvary
Where Jesus bled and died for me
I see His wounds, His hands, His feet
My Savior on that cursed tree

[Verse 2]
His body bound and drenched in tears
They laid Him down in Joseph's tomb
The entrance sealed by heavy stone
Messiah still and all alone

[Chorus]
O praise the Name of the Lord our God
O praise His Name forevermore
For endless days we will sing Your praise
Oh Lord, oh Lord our God

[Verse 3]
Then on the third at break of dawn
The Son of heaven rose again
O trampled death, where is your sting
The angels roar for Christ the King!

[Chorus]
O praise the Name of the Lord our God
O praise His Name forevermore
For endless days we will sing Your praise
Oh Lord, oh Lord our God!
[Verse 4]
He shall return in robes of white
The blazing sun shall pierce the night
And I will rise among the saints
My gaze transfixed on Jesus' face

[Chorus]
O praise the Name of the Lord our God
O praise His Name forevermore
For endless days we will sing Your praise
Oh Lord, oh Lord our God

O praise the Name of the Lord our God
O praise His Name forevermore!
For endless days we will sing Your praise
Oh Lord, oh Lord our God

O praise the Name of the Lord our God
O praise His Name forevermore
For endless days we will sing Your praise
Oh Lord, oh Lord our God!
Oh Lord, oh Lord our God!



Today in Christ

2017 was a year of four Growing in Grace studies.  Oh how I have found beauty and such sweet time with the Lord.  I love sharing Him.  I love sharing His truths.  I love the time just Him and me- and Him anointing me afresh with Himself.  Then Him speaking and sharing Himself through me.  I love watching others when their are receiving and recognizing His revelation in them!

I have learned that God calls me to seasons.  You see, my life isn't defined by Bible Studies and how many I do.  I truly do want others to receive the revelation from Him.  But most of all He has called me to Himself.  He has called me to- focus and fix myself on Him- moment by moment.  Sometimes I can get so fixed and focused on doing and preparing more studies or teaching that I am not- 

-a friend of ours has a lake house and a pontoon boat.  Sometimes he lets us go down and use both of them.  On his lakefront property he has a dock.  You can run and jump off that dock into the lake water.  I love to run and jump in.  I love to float around in the water.  I love when my husband and kids do the same and we are all floating around, playing, laughing in the water.  

Sometimes I get so fixed and focused on doing and preparing more studies and teaching that I am not jumping into the depths of being IN Christ and simply allowing Christ as my Life.  Jumping off the dock- deep into the water, playing-laughing-floating.  

There are plenty of pastors and teachers out there- pastoring and teaching- yet not experiencing the depths of Jesus Christ.  So many of them don't even KNOW what the depths and truths of Jesus really are.  And you can't teach what you don't know so there are many many many believers out there not knowing the depths and truths of Jesus.  Some pastors and teachers need to dive off the dock and begin to experience real and true life- Jesus.  

So, I am taking a facebook break (it can be as time consuming as I allow it to be!)- and a teaching break.  Now, don't get me wrong.  It's not a complete break.  I am looking forward to helping some in our Sunday School class.  I am also looking forward to moving more into discipleship counseling. If the opportunity arises to teach occasionally I will do that.  I am going to be blogging more.  Writing is my outlet.  It's not good.  It's not proper grammer etc- but it's me.  It's my heart.  It's what God is saying to me.  It's like a fire in my bones and I cannot contain it.    

For awhile now I feel a nudging from the Lord to- I don't know- put a fresh study together.  It's a niggling in my mind but I also know something like that can be very very time consuming. Something He has to prepare me inside and out for.  Maybe this is that time of preparing.  

I don't want to think about what I will be doing next year.  Or in 5 years.  Or in 10 years.  Or 20.  I want to experience my Lord and God today.  Right now, in this holy moment.     

Thursday, November 16, 2017

I am rich...and yet I live poor?

2 Corithians 8:9
For you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though He was rich, yet for your sake He became poor, so that you through His poverty might become rich.

Often in discipeship counseling we tell the story of Ira and Ann Yates.  A couple who bought a hard-scrabble farm in Texas- and almost lost it because drought.  Yates finally convinced an oil company to test his farm.  After 23 days of drilling- a gusher came in.  October 28, 1926.  The oil is still flowing from those wells 91 years later.  

The question we often ask is WHEN did the Yates become trillionaires?  

Most people say- when the gusher came in.

But that's not true.  The Yates became trillionaires when the bought the farm.  They just didn't know it.  

That's how we are as believers.  We receive all the riches of Christ when we believe in Him- we just don't know it.  Some know and still don't believe.  

Because our Lord Jesus Christ became poor- willingly and humbly left His home where He is honored above all to be born a man of a woman- with a purpose.  His purpose was to be crucified. His purpose was to die.  His purpose was to be raised again.  Only He could do it.   He gave His life so we could have life.  The only way we can have Life, is to participate with Him in His death, burial and resurrection.  That comes through faith.   


And according to the Law, one may almost say, all things are cleansed with blood, and without shedding of blood there is no forgiveness.

1 Peter 1:18-2018 knowing that you were not redeemed with perishable things like silver or gold from your futile way of life inherited from your forefathers, 19 but with precious blood, as of a lamb unblemished and spotless, the blood of Christ. 20 For He was foreknown before the foundation of the world, but has appeared in these last times for the sake of you

1 Corinthians 15
For I delivered to you as of first importance what I also received, that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, and that He was buried, and that He was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures,

Romans 6

What shall we say then? Are we to continue in sin so that grace may increase? May it never be! How shall we who died to sin still live in it?Or do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus have been baptized into His death? Therefore we have been buried with Him through baptism into death, so that as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, so we too might walk in newness of life. For if we have become united with Him in the likeness of His death, certainly we shall also be in the likeness of His resurrection, knowing this, that our old self was crucified with Him, in order that our body of sin might be done away with, so that we would no longer be slaves to sin; for he who has died is freed from sin.

Now if we have died with Christ, we believe that we shall also live with Him, knowing that Christ, having been raised from the dead, is never to die again; death no longer is master over Him. 10 For the death that He died, He died to sin once for all; but the life that He lives, He lives to God. 11 Even so consider yourselves to be dead to sin, but alive to God in Christ Jesus.

You see now?  When you participated in His death, burial and resurrection through faith, you received all that He has.  Your inheritance in Him.  You are rich.  You received everything you need for life and godliness- 2 Peter 1:3.  But most believers don't know it.  Most believers choose to live in poverty.  And they already are rich.  

I'd rather have all of Jesus than all that this world can offer.  Because what this world offers will fade away.  When we mine the riches of Christ, we find that His riches will on grow and flourish and produce more and more.  

I'd rather have all that He is which is so so so satisfying and content.

I'd rather have and live in and live from Him because inside...no longer chaos, fear, anger, discontent, disillusionment, contempt, unforgiveness- etc etc- instead I have Him:
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law.- Galatians 5:22-23

He who believes in Me, as the Scripture said, ‘From his innermost being will flow rivers of living water.’


Wednesday, November 15, 2017

A Holy Moment

Sunday at church there was a missionary there who shared that when he went to the clinic where his wife was laying on floor, shot to death by terrorists, it all seemed so surreal.  He said, "And I can't explain it but it was a holy moment."

How many of us recognize a holy moment?

Later that evening I was sharing with a friend some things I was concerned about.  Right then, she said, "Let's pray about this."

A holy moment.  

I'm sitting here, in my little bathroom study nook : ), looking out the window watching my chickens and listening to hynms.  A holy moment.  A quiet moment when I sense His Presence within me.  I sense His calmness, His dignity, His honor, His love.  

A holy moment.  Recognizing God in the moment.  

I don't want to just BE that normal Christian...I want to be who I am- a believer



I don't wanna hear anymore, teach me to listen
I don't wanna see anymore, give me a vision
That you could move this heart, to be set apart
I don't need to recognize, the man in the mirror
And I don't wanna trade Your plan, for something familiar
I can't waste a day, I can't stay the same
I wanna be different
I wanna be changed
'Til all of me is gone
And all that remains
Is a fire so bright
The whole world can see
That there's something different
So come and be different
In me
And I dont wanna spend my life, stuck in a pattern
And I don't wanna gain this world but lose what matters
And so I'm giving up, everything because
I wanna be different
I wanna be changed
'Til all of me is gone
And all that remains
Is a fire so bright
The whole world can see
That there's

Tuesday, November 14, 2017

Some thought provoking questions from A Shepherd looks at Psalm 23

 In the final chapters of A Shepherd looks at Psalm 23 verse is:

"Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life."

Phillip Keller, the author and former shepherd, writes about how the sheep can be beneficial if properly managed.

Their manure provides enormous benefits to the soil.
They eat all sorts of weeds and other undesirable plants that might otherwise invade a field.  
In a few years a flock of well-managed sheep will clean up and restore a piece of ravaged land as not other creature can.  
Where previously there had been only poverty and pathetic waste, there now followed flourishing fields and rich abundance.

In other words, goodness and mercy followed the flocks.  They left behind them something worthwhile, productive, beautiful and beneficial to both themselves, others and the ranch owner.  Where they walked there followed fertility and weed-free land.  Where they had lived there remained beauty and abundance.  

The questions now come to me pointedly:
   Is this true of my life?
   Do I leave a blessing and benediction behind me?
   Do I leave a trail of sadness or gladness behind?
   Is my memory, in other people's minds, entwined with mercy and goodness, or would they rather forget me altogether?
   Do I deposit a blessing behind me, or am I a bane to others?
   Is my life a pleasure to people or pain?

Sometimes it is profitable to ask ourselves such simple questions as:
   Do I leave behind peace in lives- or turmoil?
   Do I leave behind forgiveness- or bitterness?
   Do I leave behind contentment- or conflict?
   Do I leave behind flowers of joy- or frustration?
   Do I leave behind love- or rancor?

Jesus' good and kindly acts were commingled with mercy.  When so often other human beings were rude and harsh and vindictive of one another.  His compassion and tenderness were always apparent.  Even the most flagrant of sinners found forgiveness with Him, whereas at the hands of their fellow men they knew only condemnation, censure and cruel criticism.

And again I have to ask myself:
   Is this my attitude to other people?
   Do I sit up on my pedestal of self-pride and look with contempt upon my contemporaries, or do I get down and identify myself with them in their dilemma and there extend a small measure of the goodness and mercy given to me by Christ Jesus?
   Do I see sinners with the compassion of Christ or with the critical eye of censure?
   Am I willing to overlook faults and weaknesses in others and extend forgiveness as God has forgiven my failings?

The only real practical measure of my appreciation for the goodness and mercy of God to me is the extent to which I am, in turn, prepared to show goodness and mercy to others.




November 14th A Shepherd looks at Psalm 23

Psalm 23:5c. My cup overflows.
The New Testament instructs us clearly to grasp the idea that the cup of our life is full and overflowing with good, with the life of Christ Himself, and with the presence of His gracious Spirit. And because of this we should be joyous, grateful and serene.
This is the overcoming Christian life. It is the life in which a Christian can be content with whatever comes his way- even trouble (Hebrews 13:5). Most of us are glad when things go well how many of us can give thanks and praise when things go wrong?
- A Shepherd looks at Psalm 23, Phillip Keller

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November 3rd A Shepherd looks at Psalm 23

Starla Ellison is with Ben Wofford.

HOLY, CALM, HEALTHY LIVING WITH GOD
(from A Shepherd Looks at Psalm 23 by Phillip Keller)
Yea, though I walk through the valley...(Psalm 23:4)
I know of nothing which so stimulates my faith in my heavenly Father as to look back and reflect on His faithulness to me in EVERY crisis and EVERY chilling circumstance of life. Over and over He has proved His care and concern for my welfare. Again and again I have been conscious of the Good Shepherd's guidance through the dark days and deep valleys.
All of this mulitplies my confidence in Christ. It is this spiritual as well as emotional and mental, exposure to the storms and adversities of life that puts stamina into my very being. Because He has led me through without fear, He can do it again, and again, and again. In this knowledge fear fades and tranquility of heart and mind takes it's place.
Let come what may. Storms may break about me, predators may attack, the river of reverses may threaten to inundate me. But because He is IN the situation WITH me, I shall not fear.
To live thus is to have taken some very long treks toward the high country of holy, calm, healthy living with God.
-again, thank you for this book, Ben : )