Sunday, February 28, 2010

So it's been a bit since I posted. I have ran quite a bit but my old sprain has re-sprained on left ankle so I only ran 1.5 on Friday, none on Saturday but did run the course at Dorman today (3.1). I feel better. Wrapped my foot in brown paper and vinegar for awhile.

My Sunday School teacher said something today that I love, "Broken vessels are all God can use." Amen to that. I am a broken vessel. Broken of self-effort and will. Broken of trying to be somebody for Jesus. But I do know that I must REMAIN a broken vessel. My heart must be soft and pliable to my God. I personally do not believe that God will allow us to continue where we are...either we grow hard to the things He wants to speak in and through us and we must be broken again OR we are broken and continually being filled by the Living Water. When we are continually being filled by Him, being taught and anointed by Him, that is when we grow in spiritual wisdom. It's a fine line at times, the flesh and the spirit!

Is your heart still soft and pliable? Brokenness allows His Spirit to heal you...fill you...renew you. If not, ask God to renew His steadfast Spirit within you. Ask God to BREAK you heart. This is deep and internal.

Oh the joy of a broken spirit. Because then His Spirit fills you.

Thursday, February 18, 2010

THURSDAY!!!!!

It's Thursday! I LOVE Thursdays because I get to go down to Camp White Pines and UEC! I love going down and seeing these boys but most of all telling them about my beloved Jesus! Oh how I love to share Him! Especially to boys that have NEVER been to church or really even heard of Jesus. Yes, here in America that is so true. Only Jesus can TRULY set the captive free. Free from sin, Satan, death, self and the world. ONLY JESUS! Pray that they trust and believe in Him. Pray their spirit is reborn! The healed life (only Jesus can truly heal the broken) is absolutely amazing to see!

Are you set free? Are you healed? Are you born again?

Sweetly Broken

Sweetly Broken by Jeremy Riddle

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fyJuKHvoPGc&feature=related

To the cross I look, to the cross I cling
Of its suffering I do drink
Of its work I do sing

For on it my Savior both bruised and crushed
Showed that God is love
And God is just

Chorus:
At the cross You beckon me
You draw me gently to my knees, and I am
Lost for words, so lost in love,
I'm sweetly broken, wholly surrendered

What a priceless gift, undeserved life
Have I been given
Through Christ crucified

You've called me out of death
You've called me into life
And I was under Your wrath
Now through the cross I'm reconciled

Chorus:

In awe of the cross I must confess
How wondrous Your redeeming love and
How great is Your faithfulness

(2xs)
Chorus:

Thoughts

I wanted to put some quotes up from my friend's facebook status.

VG....is thinking that 'religionized flesh' is just as bad as 'secularized flesh.' And either way, "the mind set on the flesh is death." (Roman 8:6). Now that's a mouthful to chew...

VG... "The ministry of One-Anothering doesn't require a platform, a pulpit, a building, a budget, or a Board. You can start immediately, with no training and with no experience, and you don't have to quit your job or do anything dramatic. You cannot be voted in, and you cannot be voted out. The Life you possess qualifies you... to be in the full-time ministry of One-Anothering. Your wounds are your credentials." ~Chip Brogden

VG... "If you're burning out, you're trying to do more than God: "My yoke is easy and My burden is light." (Matt 11:30) ~ Andrew Farley

Recently I have felt like I am being swallowed whole. I don't know why. I just have felt...honestly, I can't explain how I have felt. Mixed up? There are several reasons but the biggest has been the church. Not the church I attend, I mean, the church as a whole.

There are so many opinions about everything to do with the church, the Bible and God. How we do things, why we do things, where we do things. I am overwhelmed by...the church. We make it so much more than about Jesus.

I am sick to death of discussions. Predestination, free will, choice, universalism, election, grace....and it's ALL MAN'S OPINION. Then you get into HOW to do church: the music has to be contemporary, or traditional. It HAS to MOVE you, make you FEEL something. One thing that REALLY irks me is when they call the music, "Worship". Umm, no, worship is bowing our hearts to God. It's not HOW- it's deep, personal, intimate. It is INSIDE. Worship is serving, giving, praying, singing, forgiving, loving, caring for others, encouraging others...worship is a lifestyle. Gratitude, humbleness before our Creator. It's flows from our our pouring of love to our Jesus. Worship is Matthew 5-7. Worship of and to our God is from the inside out. We can't cause worship from the outside in. Well, anyway.

I don't know why I get so frustrated. I look to these churches and wonder what God thinks. I am going to admit something. God has spoken to me personally, not in the loudness of "going to church" but in the quietness of my spirit, when I am alone with Him. It has been in the breeze not the fire He speaks with me. Many times over the years I have sat in church and prayed, "I am sorry, Lord that we have made all this about us. How we want to SHOW." I wonder if God thinks, "You want to show Me worship? You want to show Me love? Well then:

Matthew 5
1SEEING THE crowds, He went up on the mountain; and when He was seated, His disciples came to Him.

2Then He opened His mouth and taught them, saying:

3Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the poor in spirit (the humble, who rate themselves insignificant), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

4Blessed and enviably happy [with a happiness produced by the experience of God's favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His matchless grace] are those who mourn, for they shall be comforted!

5Blessed (happy, blithesome, joyous, spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the meek (the mild, patient, long-suffering), for they shall inherit the earth!

6Blessed and fortunate and happy and spiritually prosperous (in that state in which the born-again child of God enjoys His favor and salvation) are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness (uprightness and right standing with God), for they shall be completely satisfied!

7Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the merciful, for they shall obtain mercy!

8Blessed (happy, enviably fortunate, and spiritually prosperous--possessing the happiness produced by the experience of God's favor and especially conditioned by the revelation of His grace, regardless of their outward conditions) are the pure in heart, for they shall see God!

9Blessed (enjoying enviable happiness, spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the makers and maintainers of peace, for they shall be called the sons of God!

10Blessed and happy and enviably fortunate and spiritually prosperous (in the state in which the born-again child of God enjoys and finds satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of his outward conditions) are those who are persecuted for righteousness' sake (for being and doing right), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

11Blessed (happy, to be envied, and spiritually prosperous--with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of your outward conditions) are you when people revile you and persecute you and say all kinds of evil things against you falsely on My account.

12Be glad and supremely joyful, for your reward in heaven is great (strong and intense), for in this same way people persecuted the prophets who were before you. [II Chron. 36:16.]

13You are the salt of the earth, but if salt has lost its taste (its strength, its quality), how can its saltness be restored? It is not good for anything any longer but to be thrown out and trodden underfoot by men.

14You are the light of the world. A city set on a hill cannot be hidden.

15Nor do men light a lamp and put it under a peck measure, but on a lampstand, and it gives light to all in the house.

16Let your light so shine before men that they may see your moral excellence and your praiseworthy, noble, and good deeds and recognize and honor and praise and glorify your Father Who is in heaven.

17Do not think that I have come to do away with or undo the Law or the Prophets; I have come not to do away with or undo but to complete and fulfill them.

18For truly I tell you, until the sky and earth pass away and perish, not one smallest letter nor one little hook [identifying certain Hebrew letters] will pass from the Law until all things [it foreshadows] are accomplished.

19Whoever then breaks or does away with or relaxes one of the least [important] of these commandments and teaches men so shall be called least [important] in the kingdom of heaven, but he who practices them and teaches others to do so shall be called great in the kingdom of heaven.

20For I tell you, unless your righteousness (your uprightness and your right standing with God) is more than that of the scribes and Pharisees, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.

21You have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not kill, and whoever kills shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court.

22But I say to you that everyone who continues to be angry with his brother or harbors malice (enmity of heart) against him shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the court; and whoever speaks contemptuously and insultingly to his brother shall be liable to and unable to escape the punishment imposed by the Sanhedrin, and whoever says, You cursed fool! [You empty-headed idiot!] shall be liable to and unable to escape the hell (Gehenna) of fire.

23So if when you are offering your gift at the altar you there remember that your brother has any [grievance] against you,

24Leave your gift at the altar and go. First make peace with your brother, and then come back and present your gift.

25Come to terms quickly with your accuser while you are on the way traveling with him, lest your accuser hand you over to the judge, and the judge to the guard, and you be put in prison.

26Truly I say to you, you will not be released until you have paid the last fraction of a penny.

27You have heard that it was said, You shall not commit adultery.

28But I say to you that everyone who so much as looks at a woman with evil desire for her has already committed adultery with her in his heart.

29If your right eye serves as a trap to ensnare you or is an occasion for you to stumble and sin, pluck it out and throw it away. It is better that you lose one of your members than that your whole body be cast into hell (Gehenna).

30And if your right hand serves as a trap to ensnare you or is an occasion for you to stumble and sin, cut it off and cast it from you. It is better that you lose one of your members than that your entire body should be cast into hell (Gehenna).

31It has also been said, Whoever divorces his wife must give her a certificate of divorce.

32But I tell you, Whoever dismisses and repudiates and divorces his wife, except on the grounds of unfaithfulness (sexual immorality), causes her to commit adultery, and whoever marries a woman who has been divorced commits adultery.

33Again, you have heard that it was said to the men of old, You shall not swear falsely, but you shall perform your oaths to the Lord [as a religious duty].

34But I tell you, Do not bind yourselves by an oath at all: either by heaven, for it is the throne of God;

35Or by the earth, for it is the footstool of His feet; or by Jerusalem, for it is the city of the Great King.

36And do not swear by your head, for you are not able to make a single hair white or black.

37Let your Yes be simply Yes, and your No be simply No; anything more than that comes from the evil one.

38You have heard that it was said, An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.

39But I say to you, Do not resist the evil man [who injures you]; but if anyone strikes you on the right jaw or cheek, turn to him the other one too.

40And if anyone wants to sue you and take your undershirt (tunic), let him have your coat also.

41And if anyone forces you to go one mile, go with him two [miles].

42Give to him who keeps on begging from you, and do not turn away from him who would borrow [at interest] from you.

43You have heard that it was said, You shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy;

44But I tell you, Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you,

45To show that you are the children of your Father Who is in heaven; for He makes His sun rise on the wicked and on the good, and makes the rain fall upon the upright and the wrongdoers [alike].

46For if you love those who love you, what reward can you have? Do not even the tax collectors do that?

47And if you greet only your brethren, what more than others are you doing? Do not even the Gentiles (the heathen) do that?

48You, therefore, must be perfect [growing into complete maturity of godliness in mind and character, having reached the proper height of virtue and integrity], as your heavenly Father is perfect.

Matthew 6
1TAKE CARE not to do your good deeds publicly or before men, in order to be seen by them; otherwise you will have no reward [reserved for and awaiting you] with and from your Father Who is in heaven.

2Thus, whenever you give to the poor, do not blow a trumpet before you, as the hypocrites in the synagogues and in the streets like to do, that they may be recognized and honored and praised by men. Truly I tell you, they have their reward in full already.

3But when you give to charity, do not let your left hand know what your right hand is doing,

4So that your deeds of charity may be in secret; and your Father Who sees in secret will reward you openly.

5Also when you pray, you must not be like the hypocrites, for they love to pray standing in the synagogues and on the corners of the streets, that they may be seen by people. Truly I tell you, they have their reward in full already.

6But when you pray, go into your [most] private room, and, closing the door, pray to your Father, Who is in secret; and your Father, Who sees in secret, will reward you in the open.

7And when you pray, do not heap up phrases (multiply words, repeating the same ones over and over) as the Gentiles do, for they think they will be heard for their much speaking. [I Kings 18:25-29.]

8Do not be like them, for your Father knows what you need before you ask Him.

9Pray, therefore, like this: Our Father Who is in heaven, hallowed (kept holy) be Your name.

10Your kingdom come, Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven.

11Give us this day our daily bread.

12And forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven (left, remitted, and let go of the debts, and have given up resentment against) our debtors.

13And lead (bring) us not into temptation, but deliver us from the evil one. For Yours is the kingdom and the power and the glory forever. Amen.

14For if you forgive people their trespasses [their reckless and willful sins, leaving them, letting them go, and giving up resentment], your heavenly Father will also forgive you.

15But if you do not forgive others their trespasses [their reckless and willful sins, leaving them, letting them go, and giving up resentment], neither will your Father forgive you your trespasses.

16And whenever you are fasting, do not look gloomy and sour and dreary like the hypocrites, for they put on a dismal countenance, that their fasting may be apparent to and seen by men. Truly I say to you, they have their reward in full already.

17But when you fast, perfume your head and wash your face,

18So that your fasting may not be noticed by men but by your Father, Who sees in secret; and your Father, Who sees in secret, will reward you in the open.

19Do not gather and heap up and store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust and worm consume and destroy, and where thieves break through and steal.

20But gather and heap up and store for yourselves treasures in heaven, where neither moth nor rust nor worm consume and destroy, and where thieves do not break through and steal;

21For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.

22The eye is the lamp of the body. So if your eye is sound, your entire body will be full of light.

23But if your eye is unsound, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the very light in you [your conscience] is darkened, how dense is that darkness!

24No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will stand by and be devoted to the one and despise and be against the other. You cannot serve God and mammon (deceitful riches, money, possessions, or whatever is trusted in).

25Therefore I tell you, stop being perpetually uneasy (anxious and worried) about your life, what you shall eat or what you shall drink; or about your body, what you shall put on. Is not life greater [in quality] than food, and the body [far above and more excellent] than clothing?

26Look at the birds of the air; they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father keeps feeding them. Are you not worth much more than they?

27And who of you by worrying and being anxious can add one unit of measure (cubit) to his stature or to the span of his life?

28And why should you be anxious about clothes? Consider the lilies of the field and learn thoroughly how they grow; they neither toil nor spin.

29Yet I tell you, even Solomon in all his magnificence (excellence, dignity, and grace) was not arrayed like one of these. [I Kings 10:4-7.]

30But if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is alive and green and tomorrow is tossed into the furnace, will He not much more surely clothe you, O you of little faith?

31Therefore do not worry and be anxious, saying, What are we going to have to eat? or, What are we going to have to drink? or, What are we going to have to wear?

32For the Gentiles (heathen) wish for and crave and diligently seek all these things, and your heavenly Father knows well that you need them all.

33But seek (aim at and strive after) first of all His kingdom and His righteousness (His way of doing and being right), and then all these things taken together will be given you besides.

34So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of its own. Sufficient for each day is its own trouble.

Matthew 7
1DO NOT judge and criticize and condemn others, so that you may not be judged and criticized and condemned yourselves.

2For just as you judge and criticize and condemn others, you will be judged and criticized and condemned, and in accordance with the measure you [use to] deal out to others, it will be dealt out again to you.

3Why do you stare from without at the very small particle that is in your brother's eye but do not become aware of and consider the beam of timber that is in your own eye?

4Or how can you say to your brother, Let me get the tiny particle out of your eye, when there is the beam of timber in your own eye?

5You hypocrite, first get the beam of timber out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to take the tiny particle out of your brother's eye.

6Do not give that which is holy (the sacred thing) to the dogs, and do not throw your pearls before hogs, lest they trample upon them with their feet and turn and tear you in pieces.

7Keep on asking and it will be given you; keep on seeking and you will find; keep on knocking [reverently] and [the door] will be opened to you.

8For everyone who keeps on asking receives; and he who keeps on seeking finds; and to him who keeps on knocking, [the door] will be opened.

9Or what man is there of you, if his son asks him for a loaf of bread, will hand him a stone?

10Or if he asks for a fish, will hand him a serpent?

11If you then, evil as you are, know how to give good and advantageous gifts to your children, how much more will your Father Who is in heaven [perfect as He is] give good and advantageous things to those who keep on asking Him!

12So then, whatever you desire that others would do to and for you, even so do also to and for them, for this is (sums up) the Law and the Prophets.

13Enter through the narrow gate; for wide is the gate and spacious and broad is the way that leads away to destruction, and many are those who are entering through it.

14But the gate is narrow (contracted by pressure) and the way is straitened and compressed that leads away to life, and few are those who find it.

15Beware of false prophets, who come to you dressed as sheep, but inside they are devouring wolves.

16You will fully recognize them by their fruits. Do people pick grapes from thorns, or figs from thistles?

17Even so, every healthy (sound) tree bears good fruit [worthy of admiration], but the sickly (decaying, worthless) tree bears bad (worthless) fruit.

18A good (healthy) tree cannot bear bad (worthless) fruit, nor can a bad (diseased) tree bear excellent fruit [worthy of admiration].

19Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and cast into the fire.

20Therefore, you will fully know them by their fruits.

21Not everyone who says to Me, Lord, Lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father Who is in heaven.

22Many will say to Me on that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name and driven out demons in Your name and done many mighty works in Your name?

23And then I will say to them openly (publicly), I never knew you; depart from Me, you who act wickedly [disregarding My commands].

24So everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts upon them [obeying them] will be like a sensible (prudent, practical, wise) man who built his house upon the rock.

25And the rain fell and the floods came and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because it had been founded on the rock.

26And everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not do them will be like a stupid (foolish) man who built his house upon the sand.

27And the rain fell and the floods came and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell--and great and complete was the fall of it.

28When Jesus had finished these sayings [the Sermon on the Mount], the crowds were astonished and overwhelmed with bewildered wonder at His teaching,

29For He was teaching as One Who had [and was] authority, and not as [did] the scribes."


I think that's what God would say. I think that's how He describes abiding in Him. I think that brings about true worship. I think He finds these things pleasing.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

3.1 My legs are numb. Nuff said.

Happy 41st Birthday Nick!

I can't hardly believe it! Nick is 41!

Nick and I met right before his 17th birthday. I thought he was cute. He as so cocky. At the small high school we attended they actually announced birthdays early in the morning. I can remember seeing him in the hallway, down next to Mrs. Tucker's room and wishing him a Happy Birthday. I can still picture exactly where we were and how we looked at each other.

And now 24 birthdays have passed. Wow. It's so hard to believe that time passes so quickly. Surely it is a blink of an eye. Now WE have a 17 year old son. Cody looks like Nick, he's built like Nick was at 17. He even has a mop of hair like Nick did. Just a few short months after that Nick, in between his junior and senior year of high school, went off to basic training for the Army Reserves at Fort Campbell, Ky. He came back a different young man.

I am thankful for all the years Nick and I have had together. It's only through the Lord Jesus Christ we have made it this far. I give God the glory for saving our marriage.

ACNE


When I was a teenager I didn't have acne. After I had the kids, I did. So I've battled acne for 15 years or so. Now, Johnie, my 15 year old has acne. Allison, Cody or Nick for that matter has never really had acne. But Johnie is so fair-skinned and he's really broke out. I've tried SO many things on his face, and mine!

I have found something. Sulfur soap. I ordered one bar to try it out, and I like it. I just ordered a dozen bars for $30. I know that's a lot but it's the cheapest per bar I can find. This is the seller I bought from on ebay.

http://cgi.ebay.com/SULFUR-SOAP-ACNE-INEXPENSIVE-TREATMENT-MEDICATED-U-S-A_W0QQitemZ260368075371QQcategoryZ0QQcmdZViewItemQQ_trksidZp4012.m506QQ_trkparmsZalgo%3DNGRI%26its%3DI%26itu%3DUA%26otn%3D12%26ps%3D63%26clkid%3D7908710408827057381

I also ordered, off ebay, Proactive Refining Mask. This, too, has sulfur in it. I just lightly put it on Johnie's face and he's keeps it on all night. His face looked good this morning. I hope this works, I feel so bad for him.

WHAT WAS THAT CLANGING IN THE DRYER?

My cellphone. Uggg! I washed my cellphone. The card still works so I put it in another phone, so maybe when my phone dries out it will work.

I am also very much enjoying the Pocket Thin Amplified Bible. You can pick one up at Christian Supply in Spartanburg.

Off to work I go!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Training...LOL

I'm in training. LOL. I really am. I decided last year that I really wanted to run in Zebras. Also, I wanted to run a 5k before I was 40. The 1st and 2nd year of Zebra's was in April. As it would go, it is in March this year, 2 weeks BEFORE my 40th birthday! So IN training I am! I had ran some last summer...and into the fall. Then it got cold and I just DIDN'T make the time to run (ummm...mine is more like a jog LOL!).

In January I made a schedule to start with a half a mile a week and build on that. On January 29th I ran a half mile. I figure through the week I will build up to the next half mile. But...once I get started I push myself. This coming Saturday, February 20th, I should be up to running 2 miles. BUT...

Yesterday I ran two miles.
Today I ran 3.4! It was such a good run! My course:

Driving Directions from 270 Bagwell Dr Pauline, South Carolina to 2702 State Route 56 Pauline, South Carolina

I went up past Bagwell Drive and back down to 270 Bagwell Dr. (which is the acre of land we bought behind our house.) Check out the aerial version...it's pretty cool!

What better reason to run that to run for those that can't?

http://zebrasdoexist.com/

"The 3rd Annual Zebras Do Exist 5K Run/Walk is a charity event to raise support for the medical bills of two local families affected by Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome (EDS). We are also supporting the Chiari & Syringomyelia Foundation (www.csfinfo.org), a national advocacy, education, and research group.

EDS is an inherited connective tissue disorder that can manifest itself with severe spinal instability and brain deformation. As a result, extensive spinal and brain surgeries are performed to help with symptoms. You can visit www.medicalzebras.com to learn more about EDS. Since insurance does not cover most of the surgery cost and none of the travel expense, these families have financial needs that you can help meet."
I have decided to take some time away from yahoo email and facebook. I just needed to clear all the voices out. Simply, I just need to hear Jesus. That's all. Just Jesus.

Oh how I love Him so!

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

My Life

You know, we may live this whole life with no earthly rewards of any kind. For those of us that know and love God, who live our lives trusting and abiding in Him, we may not have that big nice house, that new car, that wonderful vacation, those fine clothes, those delicious foods. (Although some abiding Christians do, but for the most part, most don't have these things.)

We may live from day to day, week to week...just barely getting by.

Why do I post this? I look around me and I think, you know, if I work harder...I can get those things. If I set my mind to it, I could go back to college and get a better job and make more money. I COULD have all those things. But do I really want them? What would I be sacrificing for them?


My time.

The couple of hours I spend alone in the morning add up to a whole lot more than 2 weeks vacation...any where.

The time, nesting in my house. Straightening this, cleaning that, moving this. Dawdling and piddling. Cooking supper, doing laundry, vacuuming, cleaning windows. I could pay someone else to do that for my family. I do that for other people now.

Time with my church family, with believers. Intermingling our lives together. Encouraging, building up, strengthening each other. Loving one another, holding one another.

Time in ministry. Sharing Jesus with young men in jail. This is my heart. This is Jesus living in and through me. Sharing His love, compassion, grace and mercy. He is my Joy and I want everyone else to know Joy.

Time just being a mother to my kids. Time just being in the house with them, riding to church with them, talking to them, serving them...just being HERE. I didn't have that and that is the most important thing to me.

Time to be Nick's wife. To share our life together. All of our life together. Day in and day out. It's so comforting to know he is right here. With me every step of the way. To know he loves me SO very much. To know that he puts me first and I him. To love this same man since I was 15 years old. To watch him grow from a 17 year old boy to one that is almost 41 year old man. We have lived and shared LIFE and LOVE together.

Would I sacrifice any of these precious things for anything this world has to offer? No, I won't.

This is my life. MINE to live. MINE blessed by God. Any other life is not the path and plan directed by God. Nor do I put down those that have chosen a different path and plan different than mine...because that just may be the one God has them on.

A time will come when I will stand before my Jesus at His Judgment Seat. I WILL be rewarded for the deeds done in this life. What is the thing Christ has called us to? To abide in Him. He is my Vine and I am His branch. Apart from Him, I can do nothing. My life is His to will and please. I REALLY would rather have Jesus than silver or gold. I don't WANT to live this life if He is not my main focus, if I in Him and He in me, is not the goal of my life. He is my number one. Period. And all other things will flow from Him.

Monday, February 1, 2010

Psalm 45:10
Listen, O daughter, give attention and incline your ear: Forget your people and your father's house;

From Michael Wells, "Untold Stories and Unknown Saints"

From Michael Wells, "Untold Stories and Unknown Saints"

"The air conditioning broke down and we had to open the windows. There was one main window through which the greatest breeze blew. It must have been really nice, for a fellow immediately got up, stood in front of it, and blocked the breeze for the rest of us. Legalists are that way; they never allow the cool breeze of the Holy Spirit to wash across the people. In their greed to have some sort of a kingdom, they block the word of God. They find a little comfort at the expense of everyone else."

Amen.