Monday, July 23, 2018

Hello again....

Well, it's been awhile.  A long while.  Not that I have done anything much this year.  I say that...but the truth is when I teach Sunday School I do put in a lot of time and study to writing the lesson.  I have taught quite a bit this year and I do love it.

I've decided to go on a 48 (my age) day Facebook fast.  I admit it.  I am addicted to looking on FB a hundred times a day.  I will have to have Nick log on on Sunday's to put the Sunday School lesson video and notes on, so I can't really deactivate my account because of that.  It's easier when I do deactive, I don't know why but it is.   

I've said often since I've had FB that is overwhelms me.  It's too much.  I see too much of other peoples lives.  I put too much of my own life on.  It makes me have all kinds of feelings I don't want to have.  

So, I need to focus on other things.  I just need a way to get my thoughts out.  So,here I am back to my blog.  I also want to write more in my journals.  I want my life simple but full.

I want to get back to love running.  Right now, I don't know so much.  I haven't in awhile.  But now that I don't have Sebastian here with me...I miss him.  I miss running with him.  I just never thought a year ago that I wouldn't have him this year.  But I don't.  


Jesus, my whole heart wants to be so intimately connected with yours at all times.  Show me the way of letting go of all that hinders me, even good things (FB in its own way) and bad things (FB in its own way) so that I can more and more experience Your abiding Presence within me.